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I'm feeling somewhere between

and

at the moment. Over the past few days, I think that pretty much everyone that is important to me that I've had contact with has either made some sacrifice for me or given me something or both, whether it be with material things,their time, or something emotionally, spiritually, socially (ecumenically...grammatically...sorry, I was just reminding myself of Captain Jack). But really. I looked back and tried to think of what I had done for or given these people to deserve it, and came up with just about nothin. I drew a blank. And I realized that I take the people in my life for granted, and though there is basically no way I could ever equally repay all of them, I sure as cuss need to try harder to do just that. I need to be more thankful for what I have, and then act on it. So to start, thank you, world, both the big big world and my much smaller personal world I live in. I will keep trying my best to make it up to you.