Who Am I?

Not Jean Valjean. Or 24601 (I'm sorry, I couldn't resist). I just got the sudden urge to break down my person into a list, I like making lists. Also I want to see who I really think that I am. Here goes.

• I eat ice cream by the pint.
• I absolutely adore the sun, and am at my true happiest when I'm out in the beauty of the earth.
• I like the color yellow.
• I have both loved and hated virtually every part of my body at some point in my life, and I'm working on sticking with the love.
• I am unbelievably overwhelmed when I think about all that I want to do in my life and all that may and will happen. Most of the time I deal with this by not thinking about it.
• I have a radio constantly playing in my head. Sometimes it comes out of my mouth.
• I think things I wish I didn't an incredible amount more than I should, but I can't seem to help it sometimes.
• I really wonder where I would be if I didn't have my religion. I know for a fact that I would dress differently and probably use some words that I don't now, and also my media consumption would be different (something I probably should work on, actually). There are a lot of things that I really don't know if they are just how I naturally am, or because of the values I was raised with. I guess it's the age old question of nature vs. nurture.
• There are things that I love that are really important to me, like my dog and playing the piano, but for some reason I spend more time on things I don't really care as much about than I do with those things.
• I try to pretend that I don't desperately want some things.
• I really want to try out a pixie cut, but I'm too scared and low-maintenance.
• If I did cut my hair, in a very short time I would be able to pass for a Hobbit. I would secretly not have a problem with that.
• When I see curly-haired men, I think, "We would have very curly haired children." I don't know why. A vast majority of the time I do not want to have children with them.
• I hate the reasons that I dislike people.
• Some songs make me think of certain people, people really close to me and people I barely know. Sometimes it's for good reason and sometimes it's for no reason at all really. I feel like I'm stalking them when I listen and think of them.
• I just want my family to be together all of the time.
• Sometime I think I want something dramatic to happen, until I realize that is stupid.
• I have had such a good life that I'm afraid something really bad is going to happen soon.
• When I love something, I want other people to love it too, Like movies. I just want to watch movies and talk about movies all day long.
• I hate that something another person does, or even what I think they think, can have such a strong influence on me and how happy I feel.
• I try to try really hard. When I don't, I feel like I'm wasting so much.
• Sometimes I wish I could just alternately sleep on the beach and shower for the rest of my life.
• I never read books anymore. I truly miss that.
• Sometimes I do or say something. And I realize that i'm being manipulative. And I still do it.
• I don't know how to act in a lot of situations. I really feel very inexperienced at life.
• I'm really afraid of not living my life to the fullest. I feel like there is too much to think about all the time, and that I will forget to live while I'm trying to get everything done that I need to.
• I will probably be making another list like this soon, when I discover more things. Also it's fairly late and there may be things I've forgotten. Lucky you.