Do you have any people in your life that, no matter how hard you try to resist it, you have a desire to get their approval? I'm not talking about family or good friends or anything, because that would actually be normal. There have been/are a few people in my life who I really am not close with and who I really don't want to be close with, but I just love it when they compliment me. Thinking about it, it's usually the type of person who speaks their mind and who doesn't seem impress-able, and is often a little intimidating. And then I find myself too frequently thinking (to my own disgust), "What would [name] think of what I'm doing/saying right now?"
I think I should stop before I sound too creepy. I guess I just felt that the internet was the best place to reveal my weirdness. Ergh.
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