I know that title was too enticing, but you can stop reading as soon as you realize that it's just me emotionally disclosing.
I, too, have been purposefully isolated lately. I don't know if I can really explain why I just want to be alone, but I'm sure going to give it a go.
The thing is I'm feeling like being reminiscent, like I really want to go to places that I've felt happy in in the past, and I want to hang out with best friends I used to have, and I think that realizing a lot of this catching up won't happen is why I haven't been wanting to make new friends; I don't really feel like trying to explain things in my past to new people, so I'm not interested in them :/ I just want people to understand me without me having to explain ha. Also, I'm really sick of people talking just to talk (had to throw that in there).
Some things are just too short, some of these being love and friendship, which are actually the most important things in the world. Hmmm. Well, I guess not all loves and friendships are too short... maybe we have to have a lot of people come and go quickly out of our lives so we can realize who we want, or more importantly, need, around forever. Yeah, I like that.
So, I guess, in the process of this post, I have talked about my emo problems and also given myself a solution. Thanks for coming along for the ride!
I, too, have been purposefully isolated lately. I don't know if I can really explain why I just want to be alone, but I'm sure going to give it a go.
The thing is I'm feeling like being reminiscent, like I really want to go to places that I've felt happy in in the past, and I want to hang out with best friends I used to have, and I think that realizing a lot of this catching up won't happen is why I haven't been wanting to make new friends; I don't really feel like trying to explain things in my past to new people, so I'm not interested in them :/ I just want people to understand me without me having to explain ha. Also, I'm really sick of people talking just to talk (had to throw that in there).
Some things are just too short, some of these being love and friendship, which are actually the most important things in the world. Hmmm. Well, I guess not all loves and friendships are too short... maybe we have to have a lot of people come and go quickly out of our lives so we can realize who we want, or more importantly, need, around forever. Yeah, I like that.
So, I guess, in the process of this post, I have talked about my emo problems and also given myself a solution. Thanks for coming along for the ride!
I read it. I think I mainly use this blog as a place to dump my problems and feelings, so don't feel bad there. I'm glad you got some closure.
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